When it comes to this here it's like a box of chocolate, you will never know what you will get ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sometimes you nvr understand why things happpen they way they happen. Today I am so glad that I listen to the word today at Mt. Zion. It spoke and clarified so many things in my life that I am going through. It spoke right from John 15:1&2. With in the first 9 months of this year God was pruning me to bear more fruit. He was weeding things out of my life that I did not need and this month is the month of Order. I still have 3 months left to get to where he wants me. All the hurt and the pain is apart of the process. The process of pruning. I will bear more fruit. And when my blessing finally comes I will forget about the HELL that I went through to get there.
I really don’t know what to say. A lot has been going on and everyday it’s something new. Ppl who you call friends will start becoming fake to you. I just wish somedays we nvr met then I wouldn’t still be hurt. I’m hurt because of the bullshyt I feel you told me the bullshyt I allowed myself to put up with. I’m hurting because you will nvr understand me. If I’m hurt why aren’t you hurt. Why must I hold back tears and wondering where did we go wrong. I didn’t deserve to be done this way no one does yet nobody standing behind me understanding what I’m going through. 6 months to me wasted that seems short to some but that’s half a year being committed to one person. I really do not think anyone understands me and nvr will. Hell do I even understand myself
Haven’t really been on tumblr maybe but here is an update of my life: Graduated. Job Apps. Grad School Apps. Cover Letters. GRE Test. Resumes. I think I’m missing some stuff but Yeah my life has been a little hectic but I will soon slow down.
Major Shrinkage after my hair is wet. But it’s all conditioned what style shall I attempt? (Taken with instagram)